Wednesday, October 11, 2023

How We Begin Again

The time of darkness was upon us 
Long before most of us even recognized it, my son. 

 

Neighbors became strangers 

We were defined by fear, by border, 

By distance 

A prisoner of the stories we told ourselves 

Until we had no chance but to believe. 


 

Some held on for love 

The currency of endurance 

Longing hearts rejecting apathy, 

Refusing to surrender to numbness 

 

But the skies erupted into fire 

The night burned flashpoint red 

With flames of hatred 

Constructed by our own hearts and hands. 

 

Books, buildings, dreams 

Scattered to ash 

In the name of tribe 

Of power 

Of Nothing. 

Dividing lines and dividing souls 

Losing our most precious gift: 

Each other. 

 

The sickness sank into our bones 

Burned holes into our souls 

The filters could not cover the shape of the lie 

Or the stench of the decay. 

 

Cynicism replaced curiosity 

Love slipped out of fashion 

Cruelty was rebranded as a superpower 

Vulnerability was the old way 

And the old way was cursed, mocked, shamed 

And then it was forgotten 

 

Endless breath was wasted on rage 

Engulfing and suffocating 

The prayers of grandmothers 

The cries of babies 

The dreams of our fathers 

 

The village songs muted 

Fences built high 

With the wood from church pews and kitchen tables 

The feathers of hope, torn bit by bit 

We chewed them up, spit them out. 

 

But let this not be how it ends.  

 

So, my son 

I say to you now 

Under these darkened skies 

In these graveyard cities stained with blood 

 

If you are permitted the chance to start again 

If you are called to build a new Canaan 

Start with the simplest things. 

 

Tend to what is beneath your feet 

Place your faith in seeds 

Listen to the story of the cicadas 

Rest your hands in the dirt 

 

In the faint, stirring breeze, 

Hear the songs of children to come. 

Let the rivers and trees speak 

Ask nothing in return but to listen 

And to marvel. 

 

Touch one another’s faces 

Make the soft folds of flesh holy 

Let the songs you sing to one another 

In the crisp of air of morning 

Glorify The World You Tend to 

The world you hope to build 

And the world to come. 

 

Summon the hope and the empathy 

To imagine what our dead would ask of us 

And find the courage to give it. 

 

Learn the names of every pair of eyes you meet, my son 

Say them 

Sing them 

Remember them 

Tattoo them on your heart 

 

This is how we remember 

This is how we begin again.